pitchas.

mama bought me this cake.
raspberry cheesecake.
((:

birthday girl.
haha.

pinkbox and cards with ribbon tied.

some of the cards i got.

birthday ! ♥

june18, thursday.
whos birthday.?
me me ME.!!
(:

well...
a lot of appreciation and thanks to U who remembered my birthday.
and
a lot of hugs and kisses to U who had wish me on the exact time.

1200am sharp,
my dad and fini and aiv.
thankyou so so mucho.!!
♥♥♥

at 0600am,
my sis.
iloveyousis.!
♥♥♥

before i go to school,
my mom.
iloveyoumom.!
♥♥♥

at school,
my classmates made me a surprise party.
thankyousomuchyouguys.
it begins when...
as usual, i reached school.they dont wish me.but i dont feel anything cause i kinda expect it already.so we just talked and laughed abt things.they never sebut* anything abt my birthday.then our short assembly.a lots of pengumuman*.i tell u.haha.then chelle ask me to *teman her to see our bio teacher.something abt her peka.then the 3 of us go tawaf* around 1st floor.i havent suspect a thing.!after that, on our way to class <3rd> i saw afifah intaiintai* behind the wall.then i started to think.but after a second i stopped.cause syafiqa and chelle looks just normal.when we reached infront of our class door, i *intai then.but it was so dark.they never switched on the lights.but then my ♥ beats fast.i have no idea why i feel some sort of scared.as soon as chelle opened the door and i came in, i saw a lots of small candle that show number 16 a chocolate cake in front of me also a pink box with ribbon tied at it while the whole class singing happybirthday.i saw;
nadhila.hafiza.areef.adam.arham.chelle.syafiqa.syara.afifa.jennifer
and
the whole class i think.
im so shocked.seriously.idk what else to say.that time im just smiling.WIDE.! ((:
im so thankful.
thankyou thankyou thankyou.!
also thankyou to TWO of my seniors who wished me happybirthday.
bazli and ridzwan.
♥♥♥

after i cameback from school,
my ibu and wardah and jennifer and opie.
iloveyouguys.!
♥♥♥

at 11 something,
iemad and abg adam
wished me.
seriously i thought they forgot.
but who cares cause they still wished me on the same day.!
(:
thankyou.!
♥♥♥

also thankyou to some who wished me before and after my birthday.
june17 and june19,
faeem.nik.sel.abg anas.nazhs.
also thankyou.
♥♥♥


ps; to those who never wished me, aiman tak kisah.but too bad.im not aiman.
(quote taken by nikliyananasuha)

Happy Fathers Day.

Khairul Azhar
who.?
my daddy.!
iloveyou ♥
happy fathers day !
forgive me for all of my mistakes.i know i have done a lot of problems to u.i know i have hurt ur feelings a lot.im really sorry.i really do.imissyouabah.u are my one and only abah.
iloveyou.
(:

i know this will happen.

do you know how it feels when u got a sister i mean the only sister but u cant never be close to.?
amirul.?
since when he became my brother and since when he cares about me.?
do you know how it feels when every single people i met kept on asking me about u and i dont know what to tell.
and when they ask amirul about u, he can easily answer it.
who is he.?
ur cousin.!
who am i.?
UR SISTER.!
yes u can said i got abah and mama but how on earth exactly do u know that.?
i can easily said u also got abah and ibu.!
yea u read my blog.
so.?
ur beloved cousin said that im wearing tube and i put in on9.
is he blind or something.?
u know me and im not that cheap.!
ohh yea. we've never been close and thats why he dont even recognised my face.!
do u know that i feel damn terseksa when i met cikti and all.?
do u even know that.?
u chose abah but u still get the same special treatment from cikti mamana nenek even cuju.!
me.?
i chose mama but what i get.?
they still keep on banding us.
do u know that.?
times when i wanna meet abah and cikti scolded me bacause of it.
she said she tanak get involved.
is that how a 'caring' aunt should act.?
if u want bukti u can ask faris.!
he saw me crying.
and i told abah i cant go because of other reason.
why.?
bacause i dont want to buruk2kan ur fav aunt.!
am i not good enough for that.?
but when u wanna met nek at her hse, she said yes.
do u know how i felt.?!
and u told me with ur smiling face that cuta and mamana call u.
me.?
do they even bother.?!
and all ur aunts and uncles.
do they even bother about me.?
none.!
its just ayah.
at least i can feel that i still have an uncle there.
do u know whats our perbezaan.?
if we entered the same room full with all of our families, the first person they'll saw, is u.
they'll ignored me.
u are lucky.!
everybody loves u.
yes maybe i got abah and mama.
but i have only them.
i lost everyone else.
^
reply to fain.
my sis.


abah.i dont mean to hurt ur feelings.its just theres times when i felt depressed.so i put in my blog cause i dont have anyone to talk to like i used to have one.im sorry.im really sorry.dont feel bad because of me.dulu i used to feel im ur beloved daughter.i used to get special treatments from u.and i wont care about mama because mama always give along and arif her's.i dont bother because i have urs.but now its totally diff.i really miss you.sometimes i just wish that this things wont happen.
iloveyouabah.
abah.

holiday.

holiday.?
ugh.
at first when i know this 2weeks holiday im not going to be in malaysia,
i got this terible feelings.
but after i know where im gonna be,
i cannot be mad.
why.?
because im going umrah.
(:
haha.
ill go there with my mom, my uncle and my nena.
but the bad news is i have to cancel all my plans with my friends.
uhh how imissthemsomuch.!


and the story begins here...
a lot of things happened before my flight.
my mom's car broke down.
i kinda have fever and that makes me muntah* after i ate or even before i ate.
my granpa came and offered to sent us to the airport.
but my mom refused.
well i dont blame her for that.
why.?
because my granpa make this umrah thingy like its such a big deal.
he made us think that this is our first and last umrah.
do u get it.?
yea.
he made us think that we're gonna die there.
and my nanna keep on pujuk* my mom.
because my mom cried and cried and cried.
so emotional.
)):
but then we went umrah.
nicee.
everything is really nice.
EXCEPT
for the weather and times i had to wakeup early.
the temperature there is from 40 to 50 degree c.
do u know how hot is that.?!
but thank god im not black.
muahaha.
its just i got a lot of rashes and my lips pecahpecah*.
now im all fine.
as healthy as a cow.
((:
and about the wakeup early part.
yea.
i really have to.
i think i sleep 5hours a day everyday for almost 2weeks.
thats not enough for a heavy sleeper like me.!
ngee.
so now im back and i got jetlag.
but i dont mind.
bacause my holiday is extended for 1day.
*wink*
ohh do i mentioned about how i lost my luggage.?
nope.
okay and here it is.
my umrah is 13days.
3days we're at madinah and the other 10days left we're at makkah.
my bag hilang* exactly when we reached makkah.
do u know that my precious phone is in that bag.?!!
and i cannot see my phn for 10days.
but thankyou god.
at least i got back my bag at the tenth day.
hee.
and yea.
i wanna tell u about the Kaabah.
u feel tenang* even if u just see it.
nicee.
but there are some people who cried LOUD when they saw the Kaabah.
hipokrit gila.
oppsy.!
thats is just my oppinion.
maybe they've done a lot of dosa*.
so thats why they meraung* like that.
um um yea.
all of the people there keep calling me 'adik'.
i feel so so young.
i know im young but i feel more younger when they call me that.
hehe.
seriously.
but not just me.
got i more family.
2boys.
i think 1 is f4 or f5 and the other 1 is 18 or 19.
im not sure.
but the ppl there dont call them adik.
maybe because they are guys so i got all the special treatment.
wee.
and yea.
for 2weeks we've been together we never tegurtegur*.
i think they're cute and they really do.
but haha.
the f5 guy kept on asking my uncle about me.
ohh.!so embarassing.
my mom, my uncle and my nena always making fun of me because of that.
before my uncle told us,
i told my mom that the botak guy is cute.
then my uncle bukak cerita*.
so there it is.
haha.
but i dont really care.
((:


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