lubang telinga.

im pierced, yes.and nty alg na tindik, kasitauu.nak ikut.! :DD tak sakit tapii terkejut.

lelaki inii,

haha, gilaa.

sos !

this blog can only be access by my sister and my dad.
((:

S.O.S

situation 1
depressed is the exact word.well, as u know im soon going to be a form5.spm kann.?that is y im worried.im taking science stream, basically ive been forced by my school to take science stream.just so u know, i think science stream is more exciting than accounts and arts, i agreed since im in form3.because science students gets to play with scalpel and each of us will get our own labcoat.but that just it.it doesnt seems exciting anymore.i started to feel the burden.i took 9subject.well, at first i took est then i decided to not continue taking it.then i want to take english literature, but my mom said dont.just focus on those 9subjects.yea, now im so agreed with my mom.instead i feel like wanna drop any subject from my 9subject.um, im suck at addmath and physic.eventho i studied them, my result is always RED.and now my biology and chemistry seems to follow them.im not worried with my 5subject teras.i can score, because my marks seems to be above 65 and thats a relieve.
but im a science stream student and i cant even score on science subjects.
and i failed instead.
))):

situation 2
soon will be update.

im addicted.

Boys Over Flowers


i watched this drama 3times already.
i even cry at the same part.
:D
i just love them !

synopsis;
Jan-di, the Heroine, is the poor but bright girl who has a strong sense of justice and full of vitality. She transfers to an exclusive high school where only the rich go. In there, she encounters with the four rich and quirky boys and experiences love and friendship.
The storyline illustrates the supreme fantasy that a drama can bring out the most. Each of us probably has an experience of admiring or dreaming of something. The drama ‘Boys over Flowers’ is the concentration of the admirations.


characters;
Goo Hye-seon (Jan-di)
Jan-di is a commoner whose parents operate a Laundromat. She is a swimmer of her school which doesn’t even have a swimming pool. One day, she visits Shin-hwa high school, where the top 1% of the wealthy children gets to go, and accidentally saves a student from a suicidal attempt. After this incident, she is scouted to this prestigious school as a swimming athlete. The school itself and the students who go there do not suit her taste, but Jan-di bears the problematic circumstances, as her parents wish her to get close to the rich. She happens to step out for her classmate who is being bullied by four boys, called F4, and gets the ‘Red Card’. As the whole school starts bulling Jan-di, she unexpectedly meets Ji-hu on the stairway. She bumps into Ji-hu, but later Jun-pyo shows his feeling for her and their relationship gets tangled.

Lee Min-ho (Joon-pyo)
The leader of F4 and the heir of the largest conglomerate in Korea. Raised by servants, instead of busy parents, Jun-pyo’s got the world there is nothing that can not be done. Growing up as the son of the rich family, he has gone through numerous of kidnapping, terror attempt. He is a master of martial arts and self defense skills, but avoids swimming because he experienced drowning when he was kidnapped. His older sister, Jun-hee, is the one who he afraids the most. Ironically, Jun-pyo falls in love with Jandi, who reminds him of his sister. Jun-pyo’s got natural curly hair, hot-tempered, but has an innocent heart. Although he can fluently speak 5 languages, he shows weakness on common sense and Korean vocabulary. Jun-pyo has simple and straight personality and relies upon intuition more rather than being rationalized. He is pure at heart in front of a girl he likes, so he gets hurt when he figures out Jan-di likes Ji-hu, his closest friend among F4.

Kim Hyun-joong (Ji-hoo)
The grandson of the formal president of Korea, Dr. Yoon Seok-young, and the most attractive guy among F4. Ji-hu is the heir of Su-am Cultural Foundation, Art Center, and Orchestra own by his family, and also a musician. He lost his parents at age of five when he got into a car accident. He overcomes the hardness with his first love, Seo-hyeon. Ji-hu believes that she would be his last love but he can’t get to her completely. Jan-di is the one who encouraged him when he was hesitant to get close to Seo-hyeon. With Jan-di’s support, Ji-hu follows Seo-hyeon to France, but comes back after he realized that his feeling for her was admiration, not love. Ji-hu does not show concern for others, knows what he wants to do, and never sweeps along with others. After Ji-hu becomes a friend with Jan-di, his personality starts to change and conflicts between love and friendship.

obsession.

my current obsession is KOREAN MOVIES.
well, i wouldnt say current, haha.
from movies to their actor, from movies to their ost's, from movies to their other movies.
and it will go all over again, as i call it my Korean Cycle.
:D

now i just finished watchingMy Fair Lady.

the heroin is Yoon Eun-hye, before acting in princess hours and a lot of other movies. :D

synopsis;
Kang Hye-na , the only successor of Kang-san Group, is the owner of the ‘Lady Castle’ and lives a ‘princess-like’ life with her servants. Hye-na’s parents died from a plane accident and her grandfather brought her up. Hye-na is strong-headed, selfish and world revolves around her; it is because she could not experience the warmth of family when she grew up.
One day, she comes across Dong-chan. He makes Hye-na to do community service, kidnaps her, and now appears in front of her as the new household manager! Hye-na makes every effort to throw him out from the castle, but this guy has tenacity in him!


characters;
Kang Hye-na (Yoon Eun-hye)
Kang Hye-na owns the 'Lady Castle' and lives a 'princess-like' life with her servants. Losing her parents in a plane crash at a young age, she had a lonely upbringing, living under the care of her stringent grandfather. So, she neither knows nor feels the emotional warmth from others. For this reason, she is overtly indifferent and oblivious to others' feelings and situations and totally self-centered. Whenever she opens her mouth, she spills out blunt remarks to no matter who the person is. She has skills leveling any national representative when it comes to horse riding, fencing, and clay shooting. The only reason she holds these skills is to either humiliate men unworthy of her, or to add awkwardness to conversations.
Until one day, out of pure coincidence, she comes across Seo Dong-chan who is turned out to make her life upside down. She doesn’t have a good feeling about this man, Seo Dong-chan. She feels uneasy over the fact that she may have finally met her match.

Seo Dong-chan (Yoon Sang-hyeon)
A former gigolo, Seo Dong-chan gave up entering university and his first love and took the road of the gigolo in order to make money for operations of his mother with acute leukemia. Dong-chan became the best of the best in the gigolo’s world with good looking, eloquent speech, excellent art of living, and great skills of adapting to circumstances. But he dropped the career as soon as his mother passed away. For now, all he got is only five thousand debt resulted from charges for his mother's operations. One day, a woman shows up and stimulated his competitive spirit. Named Kang Hye-na, one of the most arrogant and impudent daughters in the wealthy upper class families in Korea's high society. Dong-chan makes up his mind to enter the Castle and becomes her butler on the purpose of changing his whole life.

Lee Tae-yoon (Jeong Il-woo)
Tae-yoon is a human rights lawyer. He rejects the advantages he can take from wealthy life of second generation of Chaebol. He is devoting his life to legal service for the poor in a shabby lawyer’s office. At first, he has no such romantic feeling on Hye-na. However, Tae-yoon is slowly getting into her as he knows that she also has her own scar and sorrow in her mind that nobody knows.

Yeo Eui-ju (Moon Chae-won)
She has grown up like siblings with Dong-chan. She is a kind of mentor who helps Dong-chan do right things as well as the closest person who worries about him and supports him to get his life on track. Behind of Eui-ju's special interest in him, her unrequited love is hidden.

♥♥♥

daniel henney

dennis oh

kwon sang woo

lee dong wook

jae hee

lee jun ki

kim jeong hoon

kim bum

kim joon

lee min ho

kim hyun joong




i l♥ve them ! :D
ps; theyre miine.kalau nak, cari org lain !

if your ex say this to you,

tajuk sama dgn azreen pyn post kan.?
yeaa, saya tahu dan saya memang sengaja kerana saya mendapati post azreen ini amat menarik.
oleh itu, ini adalah respons saya;
(:

1)Hi, how are ya?
*finee thnx,


2)Hey! You wanna go to the mall?
*um no thnx. (tolonglaa.)


3)I LOVE U
*haha youre funny. (aku na muntah.) ta pun aku bla j terus.


4)Do u want some cookies?
*sure ! (i love foods) :D


5)Can you take me a picture?
*err.?im busy. (kau ingt aku bibik kauu.?)


6)Would you help me with my homework?
*kau ingat aku bibik kauu.?

7)Heres my gift to you.
*thnx (terus bla, i agree with azreen, :D)


8)Let’s us just be friends
*huhh.? (!@#$%^&*)


9)Do you want me to buy you an ipod?
*leyyh j. (agree dgn azreen gakk :D)


10)Let’s watch a movie together?
*tanak ahh. (tengok dgn kau buat ap.)

11)Hi baby
*cakap dengan sp.?

12)Youre still gorgeous.
*lahh aku tau tuw. :D


13)I still LOVE you!
*so.?


14)Can i visit your house?
*buat ap.?mak marah bawak laki datang rumah. (phftt aku ta jemput kau pon.)


15)Do you love me?
*(fikir jap...) i dont think so.

ps; ama ! aku pny reaction lakk. ;D

year 2oo5.

my standard 6 memories..
year 2oo5,

haha.i think you know which one is me. (:

raya.

aidilfitri,
malam niy aku ta buat ap.
sambil dengar lagu next aidilfitri by bittersweet,
aku rasa na update blog.
bukan ap,
cuma na cerita ap aku rasa.

um aku rasa aku pathetic gilaa.
malam raya orang seronokseronok main bunga api, main mercun.
tapi aku.?
terperuk dalam bilik on9 main game update blog.
-.-"
phone aku berderet j bunyi message masuk wish selamat hari raya.
aku off phone.
semua radio pasang lagu raya.
macam sengaja na ejek aku pulak sebab ta sambut raya.
sebelum raya,
orang dok tanya aku dah beli baju raya.?
aku dengan senangny jawab..
kalau ta raya pon dapat bajuu.
orang yang tanya tuw pon, senyum malumalu j.
sorry ehh.
aku tade niat na mengata sp2.
tapi aku memang ta mengharap sangat na beli baju kurung.
baju kurung aku tahun lepas ad 5pasang.
2ayah aku beli.2mak aku tempah.1nek aku buat.
tapi aku ta pakai pon.
menbazir kan.?
aku tauu.
memang membazir.

so,
selamat hari raya semua.
:D

song review.

Bencinta by Faizal Tahir

according to what my mind said when i hear this song
i think;
this song is kinda nice.
(:

here's my review about it.

the singer got 2feelings towards the girl.like the song said, benci and cinta.
the singer wants the girl to know how he felt.
it is when the lyrics went like this;
Benarkan ku 'tuk berbicara...
Bicara terus ke hati mu..
Hati mu..
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untukkau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

he wants the girl to know that he love her at the same time he hates her.
Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

theres a time he feels like he hate the girl so much that he said he wont ever care whether the girl is dead or alive.
ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yang mataku tahu
apa yang kau tunggu mahu aku buka pintu

but in the end, he hates it because he love the girl.
Sakitnya aku
Membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci... Kamu
Ku cinta... Kamu


well its simple.and kinda short.haha.nvm.its my review anyway.
to you sis; faraheenhazirah.
((:

ps; this is how i feel in this exact time.

i miss this kind of ramadhan.

bunyi budak main bunga api dengan mercun pop2 tuw.adoy.baru satu hari, dua hari puasa dah main bunga api.ta reti sabar k.
-.-"
tp kalau dulu, ta kesah pon.ingat lagi masa dulu.main bunga api dengan arif.along malu nak main.dah besar.haha.mama abah kata sehari main banyak niy j.tapi kitorg tak kesah.suka bakar bunga api tuw 2-3 sekali.cantik.rindu bau bunga api tuw.
masa dulu, time bulan puasa j, mesti abah sibuk cari minyak untuk letak dalam pelita.hari2 abah isi pelita tuw.haha.masa na cucuk kat tanah, jian tolong.!round2 keliling garden.
(:
sebelum buka puasa, mama selalu buat caramel custard.sedap.mama selalu panggil jian dengan along tolong.kadang2 ta panggil pon.kitorg j yg sibuk.haha.kitorg selalu ikot abah g bazar.masa kat bazar, nak niy nak tuw.abah tak marah pon.kitorg siap dapat duit sendiri untuk pilih nak makan ap.beli macam2 tapi selalu tak habis.abah suka ayam percik.umm.sedapny.masa buka puasa, macam2 makanan kitorg amyk letak dlm pinggan.bila tak habis j, makanan tuw beralih dalam pinggan abah pulak.haha.
....
masa sahur pulak, abah yang selalu kejut kitorg.haha.kitorg semua susah nak bangun.kesian abah.tapi abah ta pernah complain.lepas sahur j, sementara tunggu subuh, abah hisap rokok.jian selalu dok ngn abah.tapi ta lah join sekali hisap.lepas subuh j, kitorg tido balik.lepastuw jian dengan along bangun..biasalah.kitorg bangun memang lewat.kadang2tuw dekat kul 1.lawan pecah rekod.haha.then jian along arif main lawan game.street fighter.tekken.macam2.theres one time, arif terpaksa main game barbie sebab jian nak main.
(:

i really miss this kind of ramadhan.
):

im average ! (:

i have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

MY TOTAL: 2


1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 5


1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
7. received a ticket.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

MY TOTAL: 2


1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 0


1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

MY TOTAL: 5


Grand Total: 26

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

some facts about guys.

• Guys love flirts.
• A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
• When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
• "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
• When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
• Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
• When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you.
• When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
• Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
• When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
• When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
• If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

(:

just stay away.

like what i said before;
stay away from cheater
and
guys too.

this heart is not a plaything,
this heart is not a toy.
but if you want it broken,
just give it to a boy.
boys never give their hearts,
they just play you for a fool.
they wait until you give your heart
and then they play it cool.
you think that when he whispers that someone special for him is you,
but in his heart he didn't really means it and every words and promises won't be true.


; i read this from azreen's bulletin.

secret case.

"this hurt most.!ive known him since i was in form2.i dont like him at first.we always fight.i remember once i beat him with penyapu.but in the end, i knew he got feelings for me.and times went by, i have feelings for him either.but he likes to flirt.with girls.all girls.and one night, one abg text me.he ask me whether im with him or not.i ask him why what happened.he said HE flirt with his girl.and ask whether i know about it or not.i said 'sadly no'.he said dont worry he'll do something.and i cant stand waiting so i ask him myself.he didnt answer my question seriously.he even makes a joke about it.and even his blog proved it."

-is this about iemad.?you guess.

stay away cheater !

cheater cheater cheater
i hate cheater
but..
i always end up getting involved with one
its not like i want to.

cheater likes to cheat.
haha.
like duhh.
everybody knows that.
um nvm.

heres my story;
about A.
about a few months ago, after i entered smksbs, this A ask me to be his girl.well, hes a cutie.but u know, according to ME, cutie has a high ranking to be a cheater.he never give up eventhough i said NO for i think a Thousand Times.usually normal girls will accept this kinda guy because they think hes true.but a girl like me (abnormal one), wont say hes true.i like the attention hes giving me but im not stupid to say YES just because he gave me his attention.it takes a lot more to get me not just ur attention mr.remember that.until now, he kept on bugging me with his 'sugar words'.but as you know, too much sugar is bad for your health.theres one form3 girl, as you know, my junior, confess that A just ask her to be his girl and she accepted it.but A still said he wants me.wasnt it too obvious.?i dont tell A about the girl.if he wants to play, i got game.

about B.
ive known B since i was in form3.hes my tuition-mate.in our class, there are only 9student.3girls and 6boys.including B but B entered quite late.first when i saw him, i was like haha.tall dark and quite handsome.and his voice is so (im melting).haha.such a manly voice.okey heres my story.he said he loves me and blablabla (guys dont have other words except that).then my friend sara said just before he said that to me, he said that to her.guys are so mean.so i said to him i dont love him.and i started to stay away from him.easy.but he still text me until now.i guess he cant forget me.haha (perasan).we're great now.but still theres time he said he wants me and willingly to wait.i said okey.u wait then.

about C.
shes my classmates.we entered smksbs on the same day.so we're kinda close because we're the only new kid inside the class.but then when time goes by, the lies begin start.we're always on the same group.once, our khidmat masyarakat project.she wants to be the leader.fine by us.she said she wanna do all the work.we said ehh give is some laa.pity u.she said nvm.i like to draw.i like doing this and that.after that, i know something will happen.my guess is true.she start making stories about us.a lot about me.but people dont believe her and they start asking me question.i said whatever.i never did that.whats her problem.tak puas hati sangat.um.and because of that, all my friends force me to stay away from her.

about D.
shes a friend.but now no more.she likes A.but A likes me.so she hates me.and start making stories about me to A.like i care lah kan.?but i wonder why A never believe her.haizz.well, i think its good A never believe in her.haha.stupid.you want A, take lahh.!

about E.
i really hate E.he is such a jerk.okey here it is.one time he said he likes C.and everybody started making jokes.he gave her presents.C gave him chocolate.then he couple with one girl.what a CHEATER.pity C.after 1month, they brokeup.then he started to flirt with me.eww.?after what had happened, everybody knows what is he like.CHEATER.!ahah.he annoyed me all the time.u know, he always bothering me and i always ignore him.he likes to say my name without any reason.do u know how creepy it was.?and he likes to bother me.sometimes i bother him back.then he merajuk.eww muchh.!but i never pujuk him.one time, i cant stand him.so i screamed go away and stop bugging me.then he came to me and say sorry.i say whatever.theres a time we had a major fight.he said its because of me he act like that.i said wth.my friend said he likes me.i said i hate him.then after school re-openned, he didnt come for almost a week.the week after he came as usual.the first thing he did when he entered the class is, he came to me and ask whether i miss him or not.im like ???



u see.
i want to stay away from all cheater.
so cheater.
please stay away from me.!

always loving you.

i think its impossible for a 12year old kid to study 24/7.right.?in that age, kids usually tend to do something else rather than studying.i think everybody knows this fact.everybody has once being a kid.

upsr.?been there done that.
honestly i said, i dont study much.i can tell u NO ONE can just study and reading school books for hours.

okey here it is.
this post is about my little brother.


i heard stories about you.my tears often fall down because of it.you are my only little brother and you always be one.i pitied you a lot.
well.at first i think youre lucky cause youre the youngest so you dont have to think much.unlike me.i always have to think about others.but now i can guess that im wrong.
i know how it feels to be left alone.i know how it feels not to be the first.i know how it feels when no one is besides you.i know how you felt now.
im sorry cause im not there beside you when things happenned.i know im supposed to be there besides you.im your sister right.?


sometimes when i think of u, i feel like killing myself.
i should beat the ppl who bullied u.i should back u up when ppl accused u doing something that u never did.i should do something when ppl tend to mess up with my brother.!
i know i should.!!

i believe that u dont do anything wrong at school.
i believe that u never purposely do anything to hurt others.
i know that cause youre my brother.

i will always be there for u.
trust me little brother.

ps; im looking forward to go out with u.maybe just the 3 of us.i blnja mcD.mcD murah.haha. c(:

imissyou babe.!i know a lot of things happened lately.but i hope you'll be fine.i know you would.!

meaning of love.

Endless Love ♥♥♥

factory operator Nur Husna Sulaiman captivated by a sign being held up by her fiance Mohd Amy Hasbullah Mohd Yusoff to affirm his love for her despite finding out that she was suffering from breast cancer.the lovebirds, both mute and deaf, will now go ahead with their October wedding.Nur Husna, 25, met the 26-year-old businessman at a special school for the disabled in 1999.


ps; im touched when i first read this article.the guy still wants to marry her eventhough she has breast cancer.both mute and deaf but they know the true meaning of love. ♥♥♥

i freakingly miss you guys !

i freakingly miss you guys !

and abah too.
imissyouuu.

the FIFTEEN. (:

THE RULES OF 15.
* DO NOT scroll down BEFORE you have filled out the names.
* Name off the first 15 people you can think of and write them down.
* Then answer the 45 questions below, pertaining to the 15 people.
* When you finish, tag all 15 people in the list so the cycle can continue.
* If you are tagged please continue it.

1. Faraheen
2. Iemad
3. Fini
4. Selina
5. Nik
6. Michelle
7. Musz
8. Amalina
9. Jazman
10. Aivinash
11. Niezwan
12. Shamirr
13. Akif
14. Syazmeer
15. Nadhila

1. How did you meet 1?
shes my sis lahh.

2. What would you do if you had never met 8?
my life will be lonelyy.haha.

3. Would you date 4?
hell yess.haha.

4. Have you ever seen 11 cry?
no.he wont cry infront of me.cz he takut later ill make fun of him. c(:

5.Would 3 and 13 be good friends?
haha.idts.hes boring.

6. Describe 2?
hes crazy.but i love him. *wink*

7. Do you like 2?
i told u ady.i love him. (:

8. Do you think 6 is attractive?
yeaa.if i were a boy, ill melt only by seeing her smile.

9. When was the last time you talked to 14?
um.fridayy.

10. Would you date 7?
maybee.i hope he wont read this.haha.

11. Where does 12 live?
how would i know.adoyy.

12. What is the best thing about 5?
my BFF.my soul.my heart. (:

13. What would you like to tell 13 right now?
awak comel ! ((:

14. What is the best thing about 10?
he dont look like an indian.so he is cute. (:

15. Have you ever kissed 15?
i do.i do.haha.

16. What's the best memory you have had with 3?
can i say all.?haha.u can never be replaced.!imissyouu.

17. What is 2's best talent?
um.parkour.haha.he is number 1 at making me laugh.

18. Is 15 pretty?
shes nicee. (:

19. What was your first impression of 2?
GILAAA ! haha.sry b.

20. How long have you been friends with 1?
friends.?haha.since i was born.

21. Have you seen 5 in the last month?
sadly no.imissyoulahhbabe.!

22. When was the last time you saw 11?
um.last year.before pmr.huhu.

23. Have you ever been to 13's house?
err.?no lahh.

24. When is the next time you will see 9?
tomorrow.he force me to go to school.adoyy.

25. Are you close to 6?
yess. (:

27. Do you know a secret about 5?
yes and loads.!ngee.

28. Describe the relationship between 14 and 4
a total stranger.!haha.

29. What's your friendship with 5 like?
shes my everythingg.huu.

30. Have you ever danced with 7?
no no no.adoyy.

31. How do you know 3?
in a lift.haha.memory.

32. Does 8 have a bf/gf?
idts.but soon. (:

33. Have you ever wanted to smack 4 in the face?
ohh no no no.haha.

34. Has 15 met your mom?
yess.

36. If 5 had $100 what would they spend it on?
um.haha.idk.shopping i guess.

37. What's your best memory of 2?
a lot.to long to be listed. (:

39. What is the last thing you did with 10?
um.talked.he force me to go clinic.haha.

40. When did you meet 6?
when i entered my new school.wee.

41. How did you meet 8?
primary school. (:

42. Where would 11 travel to if given a free trip to anywhere?
moon.haha.super nonsense.

43. How close to 1 are you?
we are superduper close. (:

44. Who would win in a fight 3 or 13?

haha.i think number 3.

ps; survey taken by nurshaqirafiniamiera.

my life would suck without you.

nurshaqirafiniamieraahmadsyafiq.

iemadaqqilmohammad.

selinalohjaseminmohdkhairiloh.

niknadhrahnikbadrulehsan.

mustaffakamalaznam.


dan.dan.dan
nuramalinamohdngadi.
ps; tade gamba u sorg2 lahh.



my life would suck without you !
imissyou .

the love of my life <3

he is mine !
mine.mine.mine.
<33

iloveyouuuuu.

iloveyouuuuuuuuuuu.

kim hyun joong.
<3
haha.
love.love.love.
gilagila love.

my mom kata i angau*.
tp whatever lah.

ngahaha.

saya punya.!
aa.?
SAYA PUNYA !!!
((:


ps; imad still mine.muahaha.

pitchas.

mama bought me this cake.
raspberry cheesecake.
((:

birthday girl.
haha.

pinkbox and cards with ribbon tied.

some of the cards i got.

birthday ! ♥

june18, thursday.
whos birthday.?
me me ME.!!
(:

well...
a lot of appreciation and thanks to U who remembered my birthday.
and
a lot of hugs and kisses to U who had wish me on the exact time.

1200am sharp,
my dad and fini and aiv.
thankyou so so mucho.!!
♥♥♥

at 0600am,
my sis.
iloveyousis.!
♥♥♥

before i go to school,
my mom.
iloveyoumom.!
♥♥♥

at school,
my classmates made me a surprise party.
thankyousomuchyouguys.
it begins when...
as usual, i reached school.they dont wish me.but i dont feel anything cause i kinda expect it already.so we just talked and laughed abt things.they never sebut* anything abt my birthday.then our short assembly.a lots of pengumuman*.i tell u.haha.then chelle ask me to *teman her to see our bio teacher.something abt her peka.then the 3 of us go tawaf* around 1st floor.i havent suspect a thing.!after that, on our way to class <3rd> i saw afifah intaiintai* behind the wall.then i started to think.but after a second i stopped.cause syafiqa and chelle looks just normal.when we reached infront of our class door, i *intai then.but it was so dark.they never switched on the lights.but then my ♥ beats fast.i have no idea why i feel some sort of scared.as soon as chelle opened the door and i came in, i saw a lots of small candle that show number 16 a chocolate cake in front of me also a pink box with ribbon tied at it while the whole class singing happybirthday.i saw;
nadhila.hafiza.areef.adam.arham.chelle.syafiqa.syara.afifa.jennifer
and
the whole class i think.
im so shocked.seriously.idk what else to say.that time im just smiling.WIDE.! ((:
im so thankful.
thankyou thankyou thankyou.!
also thankyou to TWO of my seniors who wished me happybirthday.
bazli and ridzwan.
♥♥♥

after i cameback from school,
my ibu and wardah and jennifer and opie.
iloveyouguys.!
♥♥♥

at 11 something,
iemad and abg adam
wished me.
seriously i thought they forgot.
but who cares cause they still wished me on the same day.!
(:
thankyou.!
♥♥♥

also thankyou to some who wished me before and after my birthday.
june17 and june19,
faeem.nik.sel.abg anas.nazhs.
also thankyou.
♥♥♥


ps; to those who never wished me, aiman tak kisah.but too bad.im not aiman.
(quote taken by nikliyananasuha)

Happy Fathers Day.

Khairul Azhar
who.?
my daddy.!
iloveyou ♥
happy fathers day !
forgive me for all of my mistakes.i know i have done a lot of problems to u.i know i have hurt ur feelings a lot.im really sorry.i really do.imissyouabah.u are my one and only abah.
iloveyou.
(:

i know this will happen.

do you know how it feels when u got a sister i mean the only sister but u cant never be close to.?
amirul.?
since when he became my brother and since when he cares about me.?
do you know how it feels when every single people i met kept on asking me about u and i dont know what to tell.
and when they ask amirul about u, he can easily answer it.
who is he.?
ur cousin.!
who am i.?
UR SISTER.!
yes u can said i got abah and mama but how on earth exactly do u know that.?
i can easily said u also got abah and ibu.!
yea u read my blog.
so.?
ur beloved cousin said that im wearing tube and i put in on9.
is he blind or something.?
u know me and im not that cheap.!
ohh yea. we've never been close and thats why he dont even recognised my face.!
do u know that i feel damn terseksa when i met cikti and all.?
do u even know that.?
u chose abah but u still get the same special treatment from cikti mamana nenek even cuju.!
me.?
i chose mama but what i get.?
they still keep on banding us.
do u know that.?
times when i wanna meet abah and cikti scolded me bacause of it.
she said she tanak get involved.
is that how a 'caring' aunt should act.?
if u want bukti u can ask faris.!
he saw me crying.
and i told abah i cant go because of other reason.
why.?
bacause i dont want to buruk2kan ur fav aunt.!
am i not good enough for that.?
but when u wanna met nek at her hse, she said yes.
do u know how i felt.?!
and u told me with ur smiling face that cuta and mamana call u.
me.?
do they even bother.?!
and all ur aunts and uncles.
do they even bother about me.?
none.!
its just ayah.
at least i can feel that i still have an uncle there.
do u know whats our perbezaan.?
if we entered the same room full with all of our families, the first person they'll saw, is u.
they'll ignored me.
u are lucky.!
everybody loves u.
yes maybe i got abah and mama.
but i have only them.
i lost everyone else.
^
reply to fain.
my sis.


abah.i dont mean to hurt ur feelings.its just theres times when i felt depressed.so i put in my blog cause i dont have anyone to talk to like i used to have one.im sorry.im really sorry.dont feel bad because of me.dulu i used to feel im ur beloved daughter.i used to get special treatments from u.and i wont care about mama because mama always give along and arif her's.i dont bother because i have urs.but now its totally diff.i really miss you.sometimes i just wish that this things wont happen.
iloveyouabah.
abah.