always loving you.

i think its impossible for a 12year old kid to study 24/7.right.?in that age, kids usually tend to do something else rather than studying.i think everybody knows this fact.everybody has once being a kid.

upsr.?been there done that.
honestly i said, i dont study much.i can tell u NO ONE can just study and reading school books for hours.

okey here it is.
this post is about my little brother.


i heard stories about you.my tears often fall down because of it.you are my only little brother and you always be one.i pitied you a lot.
well.at first i think youre lucky cause youre the youngest so you dont have to think much.unlike me.i always have to think about others.but now i can guess that im wrong.
i know how it feels to be left alone.i know how it feels not to be the first.i know how it feels when no one is besides you.i know how you felt now.
im sorry cause im not there beside you when things happenned.i know im supposed to be there besides you.im your sister right.?


sometimes when i think of u, i feel like killing myself.
i should beat the ppl who bullied u.i should back u up when ppl accused u doing something that u never did.i should do something when ppl tend to mess up with my brother.!
i know i should.!!

i believe that u dont do anything wrong at school.
i believe that u never purposely do anything to hurt others.
i know that cause youre my brother.

i will always be there for u.
trust me little brother.

ps; im looking forward to go out with u.maybe just the 3 of us.i blnja mcD.mcD murah.haha. c(:

imissyou babe.!i know a lot of things happened lately.but i hope you'll be fine.i know you would.!