song review.

Bencinta by Faizal Tahir

according to what my mind said when i hear this song
i think;
this song is kinda nice.
(:

here's my review about it.

the singer got 2feelings towards the girl.like the song said, benci and cinta.
the singer wants the girl to know how he felt.
it is when the lyrics went like this;
Benarkan ku 'tuk berbicara...
Bicara terus ke hati mu..
Hati mu..
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untukkau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

he wants the girl to know that he love her at the same time he hates her.
Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

theres a time he feels like he hate the girl so much that he said he wont ever care whether the girl is dead or alive.
ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yang mataku tahu
apa yang kau tunggu mahu aku buka pintu

but in the end, he hates it because he love the girl.
Sakitnya aku
Membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci... Kamu
Ku cinta... Kamu


well its simple.and kinda short.haha.nvm.its my review anyway.
to you sis; faraheenhazirah.
((:

ps; this is how i feel in this exact time.

i miss this kind of ramadhan.

bunyi budak main bunga api dengan mercun pop2 tuw.adoy.baru satu hari, dua hari puasa dah main bunga api.ta reti sabar k.
-.-"
tp kalau dulu, ta kesah pon.ingat lagi masa dulu.main bunga api dengan arif.along malu nak main.dah besar.haha.mama abah kata sehari main banyak niy j.tapi kitorg tak kesah.suka bakar bunga api tuw 2-3 sekali.cantik.rindu bau bunga api tuw.
masa dulu, time bulan puasa j, mesti abah sibuk cari minyak untuk letak dalam pelita.hari2 abah isi pelita tuw.haha.masa na cucuk kat tanah, jian tolong.!round2 keliling garden.
(:
sebelum buka puasa, mama selalu buat caramel custard.sedap.mama selalu panggil jian dengan along tolong.kadang2 ta panggil pon.kitorg j yg sibuk.haha.kitorg selalu ikot abah g bazar.masa kat bazar, nak niy nak tuw.abah tak marah pon.kitorg siap dapat duit sendiri untuk pilih nak makan ap.beli macam2 tapi selalu tak habis.abah suka ayam percik.umm.sedapny.masa buka puasa, macam2 makanan kitorg amyk letak dlm pinggan.bila tak habis j, makanan tuw beralih dalam pinggan abah pulak.haha.
....
masa sahur pulak, abah yang selalu kejut kitorg.haha.kitorg semua susah nak bangun.kesian abah.tapi abah ta pernah complain.lepas sahur j, sementara tunggu subuh, abah hisap rokok.jian selalu dok ngn abah.tapi ta lah join sekali hisap.lepas subuh j, kitorg tido balik.lepastuw jian dengan along bangun..biasalah.kitorg bangun memang lewat.kadang2tuw dekat kul 1.lawan pecah rekod.haha.then jian along arif main lawan game.street fighter.tekken.macam2.theres one time, arif terpaksa main game barbie sebab jian nak main.
(:

i really miss this kind of ramadhan.
):

im average ! (:

i have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

MY TOTAL: 2


1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 5


1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
7. received a ticket.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

MY TOTAL: 2


1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

MY TOTAL: 3


1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 0


1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

MY TOTAL: 5


Grand Total: 26

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

some facts about guys.

• Guys love flirts.
• A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
• When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
• "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
• When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
• Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
• When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you.
• When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
• Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
• When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
• When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
• If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

(:

just stay away.

like what i said before;
stay away from cheater
and
guys too.

this heart is not a plaything,
this heart is not a toy.
but if you want it broken,
just give it to a boy.
boys never give their hearts,
they just play you for a fool.
they wait until you give your heart
and then they play it cool.
you think that when he whispers that someone special for him is you,
but in his heart he didn't really means it and every words and promises won't be true.


; i read this from azreen's bulletin.

secret case.

"this hurt most.!ive known him since i was in form2.i dont like him at first.we always fight.i remember once i beat him with penyapu.but in the end, i knew he got feelings for me.and times went by, i have feelings for him either.but he likes to flirt.with girls.all girls.and one night, one abg text me.he ask me whether im with him or not.i ask him why what happened.he said HE flirt with his girl.and ask whether i know about it or not.i said 'sadly no'.he said dont worry he'll do something.and i cant stand waiting so i ask him myself.he didnt answer my question seriously.he even makes a joke about it.and even his blog proved it."

-is this about iemad.?you guess.

stay away cheater !

cheater cheater cheater
i hate cheater
but..
i always end up getting involved with one
its not like i want to.

cheater likes to cheat.
haha.
like duhh.
everybody knows that.
um nvm.

heres my story;
about A.
about a few months ago, after i entered smksbs, this A ask me to be his girl.well, hes a cutie.but u know, according to ME, cutie has a high ranking to be a cheater.he never give up eventhough i said NO for i think a Thousand Times.usually normal girls will accept this kinda guy because they think hes true.but a girl like me (abnormal one), wont say hes true.i like the attention hes giving me but im not stupid to say YES just because he gave me his attention.it takes a lot more to get me not just ur attention mr.remember that.until now, he kept on bugging me with his 'sugar words'.but as you know, too much sugar is bad for your health.theres one form3 girl, as you know, my junior, confess that A just ask her to be his girl and she accepted it.but A still said he wants me.wasnt it too obvious.?i dont tell A about the girl.if he wants to play, i got game.

about B.
ive known B since i was in form3.hes my tuition-mate.in our class, there are only 9student.3girls and 6boys.including B but B entered quite late.first when i saw him, i was like haha.tall dark and quite handsome.and his voice is so (im melting).haha.such a manly voice.okey heres my story.he said he loves me and blablabla (guys dont have other words except that).then my friend sara said just before he said that to me, he said that to her.guys are so mean.so i said to him i dont love him.and i started to stay away from him.easy.but he still text me until now.i guess he cant forget me.haha (perasan).we're great now.but still theres time he said he wants me and willingly to wait.i said okey.u wait then.

about C.
shes my classmates.we entered smksbs on the same day.so we're kinda close because we're the only new kid inside the class.but then when time goes by, the lies begin start.we're always on the same group.once, our khidmat masyarakat project.she wants to be the leader.fine by us.she said she wanna do all the work.we said ehh give is some laa.pity u.she said nvm.i like to draw.i like doing this and that.after that, i know something will happen.my guess is true.she start making stories about us.a lot about me.but people dont believe her and they start asking me question.i said whatever.i never did that.whats her problem.tak puas hati sangat.um.and because of that, all my friends force me to stay away from her.

about D.
shes a friend.but now no more.she likes A.but A likes me.so she hates me.and start making stories about me to A.like i care lah kan.?but i wonder why A never believe her.haizz.well, i think its good A never believe in her.haha.stupid.you want A, take lahh.!

about E.
i really hate E.he is such a jerk.okey here it is.one time he said he likes C.and everybody started making jokes.he gave her presents.C gave him chocolate.then he couple with one girl.what a CHEATER.pity C.after 1month, they brokeup.then he started to flirt with me.eww.?after what had happened, everybody knows what is he like.CHEATER.!ahah.he annoyed me all the time.u know, he always bothering me and i always ignore him.he likes to say my name without any reason.do u know how creepy it was.?and he likes to bother me.sometimes i bother him back.then he merajuk.eww muchh.!but i never pujuk him.one time, i cant stand him.so i screamed go away and stop bugging me.then he came to me and say sorry.i say whatever.theres a time we had a major fight.he said its because of me he act like that.i said wth.my friend said he likes me.i said i hate him.then after school re-openned, he didnt come for almost a week.the week after he came as usual.the first thing he did when he entered the class is, he came to me and ask whether i miss him or not.im like ???



u see.
i want to stay away from all cheater.
so cheater.
please stay away from me.!

always loving you.

i think its impossible for a 12year old kid to study 24/7.right.?in that age, kids usually tend to do something else rather than studying.i think everybody knows this fact.everybody has once being a kid.

upsr.?been there done that.
honestly i said, i dont study much.i can tell u NO ONE can just study and reading school books for hours.

okey here it is.
this post is about my little brother.


i heard stories about you.my tears often fall down because of it.you are my only little brother and you always be one.i pitied you a lot.
well.at first i think youre lucky cause youre the youngest so you dont have to think much.unlike me.i always have to think about others.but now i can guess that im wrong.
i know how it feels to be left alone.i know how it feels not to be the first.i know how it feels when no one is besides you.i know how you felt now.
im sorry cause im not there beside you when things happenned.i know im supposed to be there besides you.im your sister right.?


sometimes when i think of u, i feel like killing myself.
i should beat the ppl who bullied u.i should back u up when ppl accused u doing something that u never did.i should do something when ppl tend to mess up with my brother.!
i know i should.!!

i believe that u dont do anything wrong at school.
i believe that u never purposely do anything to hurt others.
i know that cause youre my brother.

i will always be there for u.
trust me little brother.

ps; im looking forward to go out with u.maybe just the 3 of us.i blnja mcD.mcD murah.haha. c(:

imissyou babe.!i know a lot of things happened lately.but i hope you'll be fine.i know you would.!

meaning of love.

Endless Love ♥♥♥

factory operator Nur Husna Sulaiman captivated by a sign being held up by her fiance Mohd Amy Hasbullah Mohd Yusoff to affirm his love for her despite finding out that she was suffering from breast cancer.the lovebirds, both mute and deaf, will now go ahead with their October wedding.Nur Husna, 25, met the 26-year-old businessman at a special school for the disabled in 1999.


ps; im touched when i first read this article.the guy still wants to marry her eventhough she has breast cancer.both mute and deaf but they know the true meaning of love. ♥♥♥